“I was not lost, or frozen, or gone… I was alive; I was alive in my own perfect world.”- Susie Salmon
I dont remember how many times have i watched this movie. I think it’s about 4 or 5 times maybe. my late brother recommended me to watch this movie, i did remember back in the memory he mentioned it as one of the most beautiful movie. I never thought that this was the kind of movie that brought me closer to him. and he was right. it was beautiful and touches my heart.
People grieves in different way and so do i. I dont remember the last time i did cried bcoz of this whole lost of my brother. i refuse to. i begin to develop this kind of suppressing any kind of sadness feeling or thought. and somehow that what helps me to overcome the pain.
It wasn’t the memory that you tried to erase but it was the pain that unbearable to be hold- to get rid off it. my brother taught me on how amazing this world is, before he left and the impact was larger after he was gone.
he taught me that life brings a lot more meaning that reaching out for things that u look into life. if u could see the world out from its norm, it is lovely if u could just enjoy every minutes of your life with people, things around you. life is unexpectedly mystery. that what Allah taught me through this lost.
if only i could see it earlier. thank you Allah for all the blessings and for who i am today.
and this post is for my lovely brother, Paan. Al fatihah~
